alright i'm going to come clean about this. due to security breaching, i've moved journals. i know i probably should've said something a while ago, but at the time i really couldn't afford to put my trust in everyone. so i apologize for worrying you. it was wrong to not say anything earlier but, again, at the time i really couldn't.
so i'll leave this up to you all. if you'd like to give me another chance, you can PM me at fleuret. if not, this is goodbye. i'm sorry, again, for not saying anything.